January 27, 2016
This is a bit of a departure from the usual TMR blogs. I am going to share a personal story that still makes me laugh to this day. We could all use a little comic relief from all of the stress we live with on a daily basis in autism and activism land. So, in the spirit of raising your vibration with laughter, here goes.
In June 2006, my brother was getting married in another state, and we were invited to the wedding. I would have to fly with my mom, another brother Ricky (whom I affectionately call Drunkle Ricky, or just Drunkle), and my two young sons (Trevor, with autism, was seven and his brother Damon was four). I was really nervous about flying with Trevor, and swore I never would again after his first airplane experience. We flew from Nevada to North Carolina to visit my dad when Trevor was two. He was an angel on the way there, but got sick on the way home and screamed and squirmed for four hours straight and projectile vomited all over me, the seat in front of him, the floor, and the window. I had never felt so helpless or embarrassed in my life. He had an ear infection, which I found out after we got home, and the air pressure did him in. My baby brother getting married and a family reunion were good reasons to try flying with him again, but I still had an uneasy feeling about it.
Everything started out great. We were seated toward the middle of the plane, me between the boys on one side of the plane and my mom and Drunkle a row behind on the other side. I had all the gluten-free snacks and entertainment ready to roll. When the flight attendant came by and asked if we wanted something to drink, both boys wanted orange juice. Trevor was on a pretty strict diet, but I didn’t want to tell him “no” and let his brother have some and have a temper tantrum to deal with, so I caved in and let him have some. Two glasses actually. A little while later, of course, he said he had to go “potty.” When he said he had to go, it meant now; there was no holding it. Damon said that he had to go, too. The three of us in one airplane bathroom – why not? What could happen?
There were a few people waiting in line, and a nice stewardess saw us and said that we could go up to first class to use the bathroom. I thanked her, but before we crossed the privileged line, this Pitbull stewardess came running down the aisle in first class with her palm toward us, and said that we had to go back to coach because first-class people were waiting for the bathroom. I told her that her colleague said we could, and that I had a special-needs child who couldn’t wait. She barked at me again and turned us away. Now there was a longer line, which we went to the end of.
While we waited, I looked down and noticed that Trevor was crossing his legs. He looked up at me with his big blue eyes, and I thought, Oh, no. I hope he didn’t just pee. His clothes are all under the plane. He was potty trained, so I never brought extra clothes along. I noticed Trevor doing the “poop walk” with his knees together and his feet taking small steps. I prayed that he was just holding it. The three of us crammed into the small airplane bathroom (luckily, I’m tiny too). I shut the door behind us, and Damon stood by the door as I picked Trevor up and stood him up on the ledge behind the toilet to assess the mess. I turned him around so that his butt was facing me and pulled down his pants. The best way I can describe what I witnessed is . . . a mudslide. He was wearing thin nylon running pants, a T-shirt and sandals. His underwear, pants and sandals were just loaded with diarrhea. And it smelled. Bad.
While I tried to be the adult and figure out what to do, Damon got a whiff of the mudslide and started screaming at the top of his lungs “Help me! Get me out of here! It stinks in here!” repeatedly. This child had no volume control. I asked him to stop screaming, and decided to try to rinse the poop off Trevor’s clothes in the tiny airplane bathroom sink with no water pressure and a crappy (no pun intended) drainage system. There was barely room to move with the three of us in there. I started with the sandals; I knew I could salvage those. Well, the poop clogged the sink, so I had to scoop it out with paper towels and throw it away. I knew by the looks of the other garments that there was way too much to rinse off and that I needed to just scrap them. I peeled them off of him and wadded them up and threw them in the trash. I don’t know how, but pieces of feces were everywhere in the bathroom. It looked like a crime scene. Damon continued to scream his pleas for help. At this point, I was laughing so hard I was crying. It was like a scene out of a movie. Is this really happening right now? I wasn’t laughing at my son, or his predicament, but it was becoming a true comedy of errors.
I used paper towels and soap and water to clean the mudslide off of Trevor’s butt, legs and feet, and now I had another problem. No clothes. Fortunately, I wore layers that day: a hoodie over my T-shirt. Not a black, blue, or other masculine – or even unisex – color, but a butter-yellow velour hoodie. I thought I’d tie it around Trevor’s waist, but then either his junk or his butt was showing. So, I had to zip it up around his lower body and it looked like a long yellow maxi skirt on him. I cleaned up the remainder of the shit shrapnel, had Damon go potty, and got up my nerve for the inevitable walk of shame back to our seats. I was certain that the whole plane heard Damon and wondered what was going on in there. Plus, having a young boy go in the bathroom with pants on and come out in a yellow maxi skirt was sure to raise some eyebrows.
I got my composure, and held both of their hands as we casually made our way back to our seats. Nothing to see here, people! We definitely got a lot of stares and giggles. When we got back to our seats, my mom and Drunkle curiously looked at Trevor, then at me, and I busted out laughing again. We sat down, and I could barely contain myself as I tried to quietly tell them about the shitshow that just went down. Damon started playing his Gameboy and I kept getting a whiff of poop. It’s on someone, I said to myself. I first checked out Trevor. No, he’s clean. I looked myself over. Nada. Then I saw a small piece of poop on the bottom of Damon’s pant leg. How did it get there? I tried to contain my laughter as I discreetly grabbed a napkin, wiped it off, unbeknownst to him what it was, put it inside of a used baggie I had, and left it in the seat-back pocket as karma for the Pitbull (in addition to the present in the bathroom garbage).
I rang for the stewardess, and the nice one who offered us the first-class bathroom answered my call. She asked what happened. I told her and then asked if I could have a blanket to put over him. She brought me one and said to keep it. I wrapped the nice navy blue blanket around him, and when the plane landed, we waited for everyone else to get off first. Now I had to face them all in baggage claim. Fabulous. I had Drunkle carry Trevor to keep the blanket on him and hide the yellow skirt. We landed in Chicago, where my sister picked us up at the airport. She questioned me as to why Trevor had a blanket on and no pants, and why Drunkle was carrying him. My giddy laughter started again as I relayed the story. Then my third brother called en route to my sister’s house and asked how our flight was. Again, I had to tell the poop story.
We all have them, don’t we? If you don’t laugh, you cry. This journey through autism has been a wild ride. It naturally comes with a lot of stress and heartache, but sometimes, we just need to laugh at ourselves and be grateful for some of the journey’s funnier moments. What are yours?
~ Oracle
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We had a TERRIBLE airplane experience with our then 3 year old. She had just begun her descent into autism thanks to the flu vaccine she had received just weeks before…..so needless to say we were CLUELESS as to what the heck was wrong with our sweet baby girl. Our plane ride home involved her incessantly squirming talking loudly, kicking the back of the seat, in my husband lap for over 3 hours. She was OUT OF CONTROL. When we walked off that plane my husband looked at me and said, “I tell you what…..from now on I’m LIVING RIGHT because I just got a glimpse of my very own PERSONAL HELL! If I go to hell, I just know that’s how I’m going to spend ALL OF ETERNITY!” I busted a gut. laughing! Today we still laugh about that AWFUL experience and my husband still jokes about living right.
Very funny story, Oracle. Thanks for sharing.
However, I do want to clarify something: It is a myth that flu vaccines cause autism. The one paper that suggested it falsied data and was subsequently retracted by the Lancet. What is proven is that people erroneously believing that flu shots (or MMR) have contributed to autism has led to children dying from preventable diseases. http://www.pbs.org/wgbh/nova/body/autism-vaccine-myth.html
Oh, Lord. The “one paper” you’re talking about that was “subsequently retracted by the Lancet” (http://www.thelancet.com/journals/lancet/article/PIIS0140-6736(97)11096-0/abstract) had nothing whatever to do with flu vaccines, while on the other hand, there are well over a 100 studies that DO support a link between vaccines and autism. http://adventuresinautism.blogspot.com/2007/06/no-evidence-of-any-link.html Clearly, you are not an authority on this subject.
The last time we took our 2 autistic boys on a plane years ago it was a nightmare i My older son had a huge meltdown before boarding the plane. My younger son who was 5 kept kicking the man’s seat in front of him and he was really nasty to us about it. I tried to get my son to stop but I couldn’t. At first I felt bad for the guy but he was such an a–hole about it, as were other people on the plane. Everyone was whispering about us. In desperation after my younger son requested a piece of candy I wearily gave in for a moment of peace. The silence was then broken by a know-it-all woman in her twenties or so, who said my son misbehaves because I give in to him. I felt like telling her”I have to do what I have to do, beyotch.” On a plane with hundreds of people there is no choice! The flight ended with a woman walking past us proclaiming she’d pray for us. After all that I said never again.
The friendly skies? People can be so mean sometimes. Sorry you had a traumatic flight.
I hear so many of these stories as we work with “our” kids and parents…but most tell them too close to the time of the incidents to laugh – yet. Thank you for putting that spin on something that none of us should have had to deal with.
That said, I’m not sure which airline you were on, but I’m pretty sure I flew with Pitbull one time on the old Continental airlines when my younger daughter was just starting to be potty trained. We had a similar experience – except she met me at my seat when I made the error of standing up with the seatbelt sign turned on. Thought she was going to shove me back down like a “whack-a-mole!” When they gotta go, they GOTTA GO! I needed a giggle for the day, you provided it nicely! Glad you can laugh about it.
Thank you Cindy! Whack-a-Mole, LOL!
Before we started the gf/cf diet, our son had the most uncontrollable, acidic smelling, orangey, volcanic erupting up and out of the back of his pants poo anyone has ever seen! I can’t tell you how many times we would go somewhere as a family: a birthday party, out to the park, the grocery store, church, a ride in the car and that familiar odor would appear out of nowhere. It didn’t matter what time of day either. It could come at any time. We would immediately have to pack up and leave even if we had just arrived. We would all stiffly do the “backs to the wall” walk and leave as quickly as we could. Needless to say, invitations from class buddies stopped coming forth because of this.
The shit we go through with our kids, I tell you! Literally. I’ve also done the back against the wall walk. Nice description!
Oh boy! I was laughing and at the same time I felt so bad for your situation. Im so glad that you took a funny side out of it, otherwise it would be total stress disaster.
Thanks! If you don’t laugh, you cry sometimes.